Friday, August 6, 2010

-ape dh jadi ni-




hmmm....x taw nk cite ape kat blog skrg ni...mood sentiasa x ok skrg ni..smnjak 2 mnjak ni mood eppy selalu ilg...bile nk eppy ckit tibe2 mood down lik..x taw r nape..mayb sbb byk berpk kot...sjk kblkgn ni mcm2 masalah yg cha lalui..lom ag slesai mslh yg lme,mslh bru dh mncul lik..hmm....mcm2 yg d pk kn...kdg2 mood cdeyh kua...tbe2 mood mrh...tbe2 mood eppy...mcm2 mood yg kua dlm sehari...inginkn keidupan mcm dulu...eppy sokmo...but now mcm dh xde dh peluang tok eppy...wpun rmai yg cube eppykn cha tp cha still gak x buleyh nk eppy...x taw mood eppy pegi mane...mayb mood eppy "bawak diri" kot sbb dye taw cha x layak tok eppy...tp xpewla...nk wt cmne la kan....cha 3ma sume yg terjd kat cha ni dgn "redha"...pape pon cha kne "kuat" & "teruskn hidup" wlau ape pon yg terjd dan menimpa cha...doakan la cha supaya cha "kuat semangat" melalui hari2 yg akan dtg wlaupun hanya utk sementara...hmm..bulan "ramadhan" dh nk tiba..lg wat cha sdeyh..taon ni 1styear cha berpuasa tanpa "papa"...sdeyh yg "teramat" sgt...taon ni gak 1st year tanpa "papa"...Ya Allah..nape terlalu berat dugaan yg di beri kepadaku..hamba mu tidak kuat untuk semua ni Ya Allah...kasihanilah hamba mu ini Ya Allah...hambamu perlukan "kekuatan" utk setiap dugaan yg Kau beri...amin.....

2 comments:

Far AcRoss HavOc said...

sayang...
be strong yew..
remember, u have me, u have a lots of people who care about u..
u are not alone adik ku yg disayangi..
we never forgot about u..

Mawar_berduri said...

Mood tu datang dan pergi.....kadang datang sekejap perginya lame la plak...huhuhu